Why are we on Earth?

Pernah terbersit ga sih pertanyaan tentang sebenarnya untuk apa diri kita ini diciptakan dan dihadirkan di dunia?

Pernah bertanya-tanya kenapa sampai saat ini kita masih diberi umur untuk mencicipi dunia Allah SWT?

Pernah mempertanyakan kenapa dengan murah hatinya Allah SWT memberikan kita kemudahan, kecukupan, kebahagiaan serta segala nikmat lain yang tak pernah kita sadari?

Pertanyaan yang sejatinya kita harus ingat dalam keseharian kita: Untuk apa kita ada di bumi, hingga saat ini? Padahal, jika menurut Allah SWT kematian merupakan hal yang terbaik bagi kita, maka detik ini pula, tidak peduli apa yang sedang kita lakukan, Ia bisa saja memisahkan roh dari raga kita dengan mudah.

Mungkin ada hal-hal yang masih harus kita lakukan di dunia ini. Hal-hal yang kecil namun nyatanya bermanfaat bagi orang lain. Hal-hal yang sejatinya hanya diri kita sendiri yang mampu melakukannya dan bukan orang lain, karena sebenarnya setiap orang itu special in their own way. Believe me, we are irreplaceable!

Bukan ingin sok bijaksana melalui tulisan ini, tapi memang pertanyaan ini seringkali muncul dalam pikiran saya dan belakangan ini paling sering membuat saya gelisah. Mungkin ini pertanda Allah SWT untuk menyuruh saya merealisasikan rencana-rencana maupun cita-cita yang saya simpan sejak dahulu, namun tanpa ada action.

“Untuk apa kamu, aku, kita ada di bumi ini?”

Bisa jadi salah satu jawabannya adalah untuk menebar manfaat dan kebaikan. Ingat salah satu hadits Nabi Muhammad SAW ini?

خَيْرُ الناسِ أَنْفَعُهُمْ لِلناسِ

Sebaik-baik manusia adalah yang paling bermanfaat bagi manusia” (HR. Ahmad, ath-Thabrani, ad-Daruqutni. Hadits ini dihasankan oleh al-Albani di dalamShahihul Jami’ no:3289).

Begitu juga dengan surat Al-Jumuah ayat 10.

فَإِذَا قُضِيَتِ الصَّلاةُ فَانْتَشِرُوا فِي الأرْضِ وَابْتَغُوا مِنْ فَضْلِ اللَّهِ وَاذْكُرُوا اللَّهَ كَثِيرًا لَعَلَّكُمْ تُفْلِحُونَ (١٠)

Apabila telah ditunaikan shalat, Maka bertebaranlah kamu di muka bumi; dan carilah karunia Allah dan ingatlah Allah banyak-banyak supaya kamu beruntung.” (QS. Jumu’ah: 10)

Allah SWT memerintahkan kita untuk bertebaran di muka bumi untuk mencari karunia, dan Nabi Muhammad SAW mengatakan bahwa sebaik-baiknya manusia adalah yang bermanfaat bagi manusia lain. Jadi, untuk mencari karunia Allah SWT sebanyak-banyaknya di muka bumi ini, salah satu cara yang bisa kita lakukan adalah dengan menebarkan kebaikan dan manfaat. Mungkin kita tak perlu melakukan hal-hal baik dan bermanfaat yang sulit, besar dan spektakuler di luar kemampuan kita. Mungkin mulai hanya dengan hal-hal kecil semampu kita.

Berhubungan dengan hal ini, malam ini, saya ‘diharuskan’ membongkar kembali dokumen-dokumen yang berhubungan dengan identitas saya, termasuk ijazah sarjana yang saya dapatkan sejak dua tahun lalu. Jujur, sejak menerima ijazah ini, saya belum pernah benar-benar membaca isinya. Sampai akhirnya saya baca detail isi dari sehelai kertas yang untuk mendapatkannya, saya harus berjuang 4,5 tahun ini. Ada sesuatu yang membuat saya terdiam setelah membaca satu kata yang tertulis disana.

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Lihat kata yang saya garis bawahi? Yup, kewajiban. Saya jadi ingat sebuah quote dari film Spiderman 1, yang kurang lebih bunyinya seperti ini “With great power comes great responsibility” (saya juga sepertinya pernah mendengar quote ini di film The Incredibles).

Diberi kesempatan mencicipi pendidikan tinggi sampai akhirnya bisa menggunakan gelar S.Pd. berarti ada porsi kewajiban tambahan yang saya miliki di dalam hidup ini (tentu seiring dengan hak dan kewenangan yang didapatkan). Berarti saya harus mampu menebarkan manfaat dan kebaikan yang lebih lagi. Insha Alloh secepatnya ^^

Mari bertebaran di muka bumi dan menebarkan manfaat dan kebaikan bersama-sama. Allah SWT is always with us ♥

T

[NOVEL REVIEW] “After You” by Jojo Moyes (claimed as the long awaited sequel to “Me Before You”)

Good night~ (It’s 10 PM already here)

After spending so much time doing this and that, last holiday, I finally was able to finish one novel. In fact, I already challenged myself to at least read 12 books this year. It’s May and I only finished one, I repeat ONE! hehehe. Okay, let’s start!

So, the novel I read this time is “After You”, the sequel to one of my favorites novel “Me Before You”. This novel itself was originally published in September 2015, but I only knew about this sequel in December last year and only finished reading it in May 2016 haha.

Well, everything was beautiful and impressive and lovely for me in “Me Before You” (later abbreviated as MBY). Thus, when I knew it has a sequel, I looked for the sequel immediately hoping I would get what I got from MBY. If you read MBY, you will know that Will, at the end, regardless what he has for Lou, still decided to end his life. And if you hope that there will be some kind of impossible miracle happened to Will that makes him come back in this novel, then you’ll be disappointed. Well, he does still wander in Lou’s thought tho, and I found it annoying haha.

This novel mainly focuses on how Louisa Clark keeps going with his new life after the downturn she experienced from losing Will. She’s no longer living in Stortfold. She moved to London and lives in a flat from Will’s legacy. She now works as a waitress in an airport bar.

In all honesty, I’m pretty disappointed with Lou I found in this novel. Well, she still has that sarcastic side, which I like best from her, but she is no longer the witty and bright and strong Lou I know in MBY. She is that depressed about Will and lives her life under Will’s shadow along the story of After You. However, Lou’s family is still that amusing and funny family that is worthy to visit.

There are so many new characters introduced in this sequel. Well, it’s inevitable, Lou lives in a new place surrounded with new people. Yet, we will still be persuaded to visit, though not all, old characters we know from MBY. For me personally, I think that there are too much characters involved in this novel with their own conflicts and story. And, somehow, it makes me lose track of what the story actually focuses on. However, it’s relatable to our life where we inevitably are involved to some people’s life, either those people are new people we know or the old friends we finally bump into again. Hmm talking about new characters, there are two main characters who will later give most impacts on Lou’s life. They are Lily and Sam. Lily is strongly related to Will, while Sam is  someone who will make Lou find herself again. My new fave character from After You is Sam! He is just that typical charming, mature, gentleman and understanding man.

If I should compare After You to MBY, well MBY is somehow still better for me. You may disagree with this, but I found MBY’s story is ‘ripe’. It’s a typical story that can make readers feel more and more curiousity as the story unfolds. So that, the readers will want to just keep reading it until finished. I experienced it myself. I finished MBY in totally 2 or 3 days (I forgot). That broke my record in reading a more than 200-page novel. I didn’t want to put down MBY for a long time. Unfortunately, the same thing didn’t happen with After You. As stated in the beginning, I knew and got this novel in December and only finished it in May. It took 5 months for me to finish it.

However, it was still a nice reading experience. At least, everyone gets their own happy ending here (is this spoiler? hehe). Probably, Jojo Moyes wants to give the readers happy endings she owed in MBY? hehe… To conclude, if I should rate this novel. This will probably be 3 out of 5 stars, while I can give MBY 4,5 stars.

I recommend you to read MBY before you read this novel, that way you can get involved in the story better. However, I guess you still can read this novel as a stand-alone because there are not so much things referred to MBY. Anyway, MBY the movie will be released on 3rd of June! Can’t wait~ hehe hope it isn’t disappointing. ^^

The followings are the covers of this novel. There are some more editions of the cover as far as I know.

Title: After You
Author: Jojo Moyes
Published Date: September 24, 2015

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Morning’s reflection

Hello,

After being abandoned for more than one year, here I am coming back :D. Looking at my pattern, I will usually be active again for writing and blogging in the beginning of the year, like in some first three months. Then you can expect me to disappear again for the rest of the year, haha. Well, it’s May 2016 already. Just let’s see. ^^

Anyway, my brain is kinda getting dull nowadays, so my apology if this first post after one year more of hiatus will just be another kind of ranting and blabbering post.

It’s already morning here in my country, Indonesia. Thus I put morning’s reflection as the title, though this post will be far far away from the word ‘reflection’. But, let it be. It’s not everyday I get up this early, hehe.

So, it was actually started from yesterday’s morning that I start to think seriously about my future again. In fact, I do always think about my future, but in more casual and chill way, like just Que Sera Sera.

Not that I don’t care about it by thinking that way. But, you know, being lectured and advised to get married soon every time I meet people (even with strangers too), being busy with neverending works, and lately, being tested with my degrading health condition make me just wanna be chill about it. Yet, since my works are calmer now, my health is starting to get better though now it’s my teeth’s turn to make some troubles, I’m getting more leisure time and I start to realize that I’m getting old, I want to plan and think about my future more seriously than before. What makes it different from the past time is that, now, it must be followed by real and concrete actions. If it’s not now, then when?

By the way, related to real and concrete actions to achieve our goal, a couple days ago, I read an interesting article about ‘The Doorway Effect’ on BBC website. This article discusses how our brain arranges what becomes our goal and how to achieve it in hierarchy pattern, where the goal is put at the top of it, while actions to achieve the goal are put at the bottom.

The moral I could conclude from the article is the importance of focusing on goal while you do the actions to get it, because even the simplest action you do can make you forget what becomes your goal in the first place. Just like when we experience The Doorway Effect; we plan to, put as an example, take a key in bedroom, so we go to the bedroom to get it, but when we are already in the bedroom, we forget about what to take there. So, taking a key can be categorized as the goal, while going to the bedroom is the action. Even when the action already, let’s say, covers 50% of the goal (the only thing to-do left is looking for the key in the bedroom), we still can go astray from our goal if we don’t keep focusing on the goal. This reminds me to recall what already becomes my goals in life since long time ago, to plan and do the real actions to achieve them and to keep focusing on the goals themselves.

So, what about your goals? Have you done something for it? If not yet, then let’s start it together, from now on. If you have done it, then good job! Keep going and always keep your goals in mind. Good luck for us and I sincerely hope that only better things will happen to us ^^

T

My Bucketlist [Part 1]

My terrible nocturnal-self comes back again. sigh…

It’s 2 AM in my country and I’m still wide awake. And, the worst part is I’m still with my notebook, which means, I’ll delay my sleep for some more hours. Times like this remind me so much of some months ago in 2014. The moment when I struggled to finish my paper to get my bachelor’s degree. The moment when I forced myself to stay awake and to think while all my body, eyes, and brain were wanting was sleep. I still remember the moment I even cried in the middle of the night because of being run out of ideas for developing my paper. Haha those precious times. The pains can still be felt.

However, surprise! I miss those times. I miss those times when I had to stay up to finish my assignment since it was due tomorrow morning. I miss entering classroom (as a student). I miss participating in classroom discussion with my lecturer and my classmates. I miss presenting certain topic in front of the class. I miss going to college. Haha in short, I miss studying in a classroom. I miss being a student.

I myself even felt surprised when I said this. I mean I’m still able to feel how painful it is to defeat yourself, to push the limit in yourself in finishing your study. It was just like yesterday I went through those times, and here I am, ten months later, already wanting to continue my study. I never say I feel enough just by getting a bachelor’s degree. I always want to get my Master’s degree and even Doctorate, if I’m really capable to do so. Yet, I don’t know it will come this fast, Hehe.

But then again, looking at my job now, It’s a little bit impossible for me to continue my study while I’m also working. And I’m still 1 year and a half under contract. And then again, I still hold onto my dream to continue my study abroad. So, maybe in 2016? 2017? Hopefully!!! Wish me luck! But then, my age will be ………

Nevermind, haha.

Just start!

Gute Nacht! Lange nicht gesehen!

Hahaha did I even write them correctly? I’m just recalling a very little chunk of my very limited German regardless that I’d learned it for two years. Don’t expect anything guys when I said I had learned German for two years, because I didn’t even capable of introducing my name appropriately in German. All I still remember are only saying greetings, telling my name and mentioning some random numbers. I don’t know which one is wrong; my brain or my brain.But well, learning German and some other foreign languages seriously are still on my long-term to-do list.

Talking about my long-term and short-term to-do lists, there is always this one anxious feeling swallowing me. I don’t know but it’s some kinds of regret or disappointment at myself for being so hard to start doing something while the lists are getting longer and longer.

Unfortunately, being hesitant to start is one of my bad personality traits. I think too much when it comes to starting something. Then, in another time, it’ll be just a coward me who is too tolerable to my lazy-self. I dislike myself for being such person. There are times when I even scold myself to just start doing what I really wish to do.

As a person who really likes reading and watching people’s successful stories, reading motivational books and reading inspirational stories, I often feel so ashamed. One of the messages delivered through those my favorite stories is always the same; just start! and I myself always internalize it. Yet, it takes me foreveeeer to really apply it.

Just start!; two simple words that are easy to write and pronounce yet soooo haaard to do (for a person like me). However, I already challenged myself to make 2015 and the following years ahead more meaningful and memorable by striking my to-do lists through one by one, marking that I am able to defeat my lazy-and-hesitant-self. Of course, that is not an easy task to do for me since being hesitant and over-lazy is already a habit and changing what has become your habit for years definitely needs a huge effort. But, I believe that God created me not for nothing and I can do beyond what I limit myself to.

Well, one month in 2015 already passed and so far, there are already some things on my list that are in the process of being striken through. Just hang on a little bit! Hehe.

Welcome February!

Hoping for more good things to happen!

Cheers,

T.

Diary = Personal Track Record

I hate to admit this, but really, I’m a horrible nocturnal.

It’s 1 AM now, yet I don’t wanna sleep yet and decide to post something instead. Well, better what I’m going to post isn’t another trash-worthy piece.

Ok, so I’ve just finished tidying up this blog after being abandoned for like 2 years. Somehow, I wondered what I really did with my life during that 2-year period though. Like, I don’t even remember I did something really productive with my life during these past 2 years. Well, except my graduation and my bachelor’s degree.

Back to the tidying up blog matter.

Being abandoned for 2 years, tidying up this blog really occupied my time for some hours. Actually, I was not only tidying up the posts and the pages, but I also deleted some posts. Some posts that are really cringe-making just by reading the first few sentences. Some posts that made me really wonder what I was even thinking when I typed those words, and the worst point of all is that I had the nerve to publish them. Oh God.

But, that was the fun! Reading all of silly and stupid things you once wrote when you’re already more grown up than you used to be is an entertaining activity. Somehow, it also makes you question your life and your sanity.

I was grown up in the middle of ordinary environment, I was like the other little girls believing in fairy tales, believing in prince with white horse, believing that if a boy kissed you (even on the cheek) can make you pregnant and writing diary. I used to love writing my daily life on my cute diary books in cute colorful pens. I literally wrote everything there starting from which boy I had crush in school, which friend I disliked because she is way prettier than me and made me invisible in front of my crush, up to all of my stupid acts and all of my stupid top secrets. I trusted my orange hello kitty diary that much, until one day during my teenager days in junior high, I caught my older sister and my mother were giggling while reading my diary. Then, the next thing I remember is they made fun of me for several days. That moment was my turning point in my life to realize that I should not trust everyone and everything that much. Damn deep, isn’t it?

I might not have any diaries now, but I have a blog! And this is just like my orange hello kitty diary 2.0. The huge difference is that I intentionally let other people read what I write here. What I write and publish is consciously on my watch. Yet, I’m still questioning my sanity in three and four years ago when I published those silly posts. There were 20 more posts that I didn’t hesitantly throw to trash button. There was this post where I literally blabbered and even asked “Lord, am I sane?” at the end of the post, and I literally yelled at my laptop  “no, girl. you’re drunk!”.

Those little stupid things might be embarassing me, yet they made my night. They are my own medicines when I need something to laugh at. Then, somehow they are also my reflection that I’ve been really grown-up because I found them silly and too childish. And who knows? Three or four years from now, I’ll find this post is also silly and too childish, too. That’s what makes me realize that writing is not only a relieving activity but somehow is also a growing-up activity.

[Novel Review] “Me Before You”

Such a tissue-needed and a simply heartbreaking story. 

/I really have the urge to insert a crying emoticon right here to show what I’m really doing right now/

Serious talk here, I was not really a big fan of romance novels. There are a few to nothing romance novels that I’d ever “really read” or finished. I don’t even remember of having them bought on my own. It was always about motivating books about life or sci-fi fictions that get me the most whenever I spare my leisure time in bookstore or go browsing for e-books. Not that I don’t like romance genre at all. In fact, I’ve been a rom-com dramas/movies lover and I always be. It’s just that I don’t really fancy imagining those romantic stories while I’m reading it. Yet, I have to admit myself that I need to be more open for any kinds of genre. I need to give it a try.

So, as I said I should be more open to any genres, “Me Before You” is probably the fastest  200-pages-more novel that I finished to read. I only needed 3 days to finish it. Not really 3 days,I actually just started reading this on Saturday evening and today I almost preoccupied all my lazy 24-hours of Sunday to finish it, since I was really engaged in the story. It was such a record. Even right now, as I’m typing, as hours already passed since I closed the tab to my e-book, my heart is somehow still hurt. All my tears had dried up. /not a big deal tho, since I’m an easy-to-cry person anyway/

Ok, so I got to know this novel from someone whom I know was starting to read this. I was curious because this someone-I-know person was really into sci-fi and mystery. So, I started browsing the web to read the reviews of this novel and I found a fairly many positive reviews and all of them stated the same headline; a heartbreaking story.

There are three covers of this novel that I know. They are:

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Title : Me Before You

Author : Jojo Moyes

Published year : 2012

I’m not going to say it was a kind of realistic love story that will happen to any lives at anytime. Since, somehow there were parts, especially the ending parts, that I found still more fairy-tale like. However, Jojo Moyes really served you a story with varied topics that you can relate to your very own life; struggle to earn a living, do a job that you don’t like, widen your horizon, make a decision for your life, knock out your comfort zone, have an affair, efforts to make your loved ones happy, and a person’s right to die…

Yep, I want to bold the last few phrases, as it was really the main topic of this novel. A Will Traynor’s right to die. A Will Traynor’s choice of staying alive or just dying.

People say you will never know what will happen to you in any future seconds, won’t you?

The life that A Will Traynor has lived is such an as incredible life as you’ll imagine: born in a wealthy and well-facilitated family, grown up as a fine young gentleman with financial security and a remarkable profession, having gorgeous girlfriend, and able to go to any parts of the world he wanted, climbed and flied from any heights he wants, in shorts… he lived a big dynamic life.

It did not need to take any longer time if God wants to take whatever He wants to take from you. In fact, it only needs a matter of second to change everything in your life. It also needed one second for Him to make Will Traynor not able to do anything else in his life but to sit in a wheelchair and had everything done for him by other people. Eating, getting dressed, having shower, and even having any toilet business. Will is now a C5/6 quadriplegic.

In another part of the world, there’s Louisa Clark. A 26-year-old girl struggling to earn a living of herself and her family. One thing a Louisa Clark surely knows is that she really loved working in The Buttered Bun for the past 6 years. Not until Frankie, the owner of The Buttered Bun, decided to close down the cafe and flied back to Australia due to his family issue. Then, this will be the turning point in both Will’s and Lou’s lives.

Having a duty to support her family’s financial problem, Lou looked for another new job that she thinks “fit” to herself. Yet, there is no other job that is just as “fit” as what she used to have in The Buttered Bun. At last, there’s this only one job choice that she can apply; a carer of a quadriplegic. That’s when finally a Louisa Clark, a witty, straightforward, and has-an-exotic-taste-in-fashion woman, finally meet with a Will Traynor, a hopeless, skeptical, and reserved 35-year-old quadriplegic without knowing how big changes given to each other.

A skeptical and sarcastic Will doesn’t make anything easy for Lou in the first few weeks of Lou started worked for him. Everything that Lou does will be given negative judgement and sarcastic comments. Lou still tries to be patient since she needed the money so much. It doesn’t take long time until finally Lou shows her true color to Will. Lou starts to “fight back” whatever Will says to her. Whenever, Will says something rude to Lou, she’ll just says another rude thing to Will. However, this kind of thing is what makes them connected. It is what makes them know each other well. Really, the typical “witty”, “rude” and sarcastic conversations between Will and Lou are hilarious. Their conversations are what makes me giggle while reading, aside from anything silly coming from Lou, mostly.

However, it is later found out that Will had already decided to end his life way before Lou worked for him as a carer. Will attempted to suicide once, but it was failed and his life was succesfully saved. Unfortunately, that doesn’t make him swayed for ending his life. He already decided to go to Dignitas after coming to an agreement with his mother and his family that he will give them 6 months. I personally don’t know what this 6 months are actually intended to. 6 months of preparation for Will’s family, Mrs. Traynor specifically, to let him go? Or, 6 months of wishing for a miracle will happen and change Will’s mind?

That’s actually the reason why Lou is contracted to work for Will for only 6 months. Lou, at first, is only employed to “babysit” Will and make sure that in that 6 months, Lou will not make an attempt to suicide without his family knowing. However, this 6 months is what changes Lou and Will. Lou and Will get along better and better, until Lou accidentally knows about Will and Dignitas. She was upset and decided to quit her job. But then she came back to work for Will, since she actually cared for this man. She does everything she can do to make Will happy with a hope that Will will change his mind to go to Dignitas to end his life.

Time is ticking away.

There is still hope for Will to change his mind. Will is being a happier person beside Lou whenever they go out. The most memorable moments between Will and Lou, for me personally, are when Will and Lou walk around the castle and Will asked Lou to go into the maze there without knowing what had actually happened to Lou in the maze when she was younger. That time Will become Lou’s savior prince in both getting Lou out of the maze and getting Lou get rid of her one of fears, burdens. I couldn’t help but cried while reading this chapter as I can quote what Will said to Lou:

‘Some mistakes … just have greater consequences than others. But you don’t have to let that night be the thing that defines you .’

Ah, there was also my another favorite moment in this walking-in-around-the-castle scene. It is when Will said:

‘I’m surprised we never met each other,’ he said. ‘When I was growing up, I mean . Our paths must have crossed.’

Aww! The moment Will said this, both of them still burried down their feelings for each other. Lou is still with Patrick. But, I mean this comes from Will’s mouth. Does, deep down in his heart, Will hope that he could meet Lou earlier as a Will he used to be, as a Will leading his big life? huhuhuhu if only.

The other my favorite moment between these two is when they attend Alicia’s marriage. They really had fun there, it’s up to the point Lou and Will dance. Lou sits on Will’s lap and they literally dance on the wheelchair. And at this moment, Lou is also successful in persuading Will to go abroad with her. Just both of them. With Nathan, Will’s personal nurse, preferably actually. Then, a hope that Lou can change Will’s mind is getting higher. Everyone gets excited.

A big overseas trip that Lou had planned for Will way before is actually failed since D-8 before they departed, Will gets pneumonia and his condition was really drop til he should be hospitalized. This moment is the moment when finally Lou admitted that she really likes Will, a lot. That she actually loves Will.

The love of Lou has for Will makes her restless just to plan another overseas vacation for Will, in hoping that miracle can happen during this vacation. That, Will will change his mind. The vacation really goes as expected. Will looked soooo happy, sooo peaceful, and sooo relaxed during this vacation. Will and Lou are also getting closer and closer. Until, the last night of the vacation tragedy happened. That time, Nathan has a personal business with his new girlfriend, so that Will and Lou have an exclusive time for only both of them. Lou is being insane again, she finally confessed  to Will that she loves him, that she wants to plan a future with him, that she want him to stay alive. Unfortunately, Will’s decision has never been swayed by a little bit. Will loves Lou, too. He really does as she is the only one makes him happy and already made his 6 months of endurance become precious 6 months ever. Yet, he is already tired of all pains he endured this all time. This is not the life that Will wants. This is the most heartbreaking part of this novel begins as you will read…

Everything is just painful to read…

Call me hyperbole, but my heart is still hurt. T T

However, I found it funny tho, because both Will and Lou insisted  the concept of widening your horizon to each other’s life. Will insisted Lou to try something new in and with her life, to live her life to the fullest as his concept of widening your horizon. While, Lou insisted Will to see that his life is still worthy to live, that there are many new things he still can do in and with his life, that there’s no a point at all in doing suicide as her concept of widening your horizon. Good point is that both of them want the best for each other.

/Sigh/

I recommend this novel if you are in the mood of getting sad or a little bit teary. Happy or sad ending is actually from what point of view you actually see the ending of this novel. However, this novel is really simply heartbreaking. Ah, based on what I found on the web, “Me Before You” is going to be adapted into a movie. Aaaah I can’t wait. It is said that the movie will be released this year. Anticipating it really…hopefully they can really bring the beauty of Will and Lou’s relationship into reality.