Tell me …

what’s worse than realizing that you’ve changed into someone who is not you?
what’s worse than realizing that you miss the past you?
what’s worse than knowing that you’ve missed so many precious moments for your own self?
tell me …

just in case I don’t understand what’s going on in my own life …
tell me …

it’s just like an intersection in which you should decide,
whether keep walking through your present path …
or just stop, and go back to the previous one with the same certain future for both,
you never know where does those paths will lead you to

just in case I don’t know what I should choose …
tell me …

I don’t want a regret,
who wants it anyway?
yet, I don’t know which is truthfully right
’cause you’ll never be able to judge something right,
unless you’ve seen the end …

just in case I don’t know who I really am …
tell me …

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I’m just too overjoyed, after all…

This might be because of YOU. Yes, it’s YOU who had touched the most solid part of my heart.

This might be because of YOU. Yes, it’s YOU who had given me a glance of love.

This might be because of YOU. Yes, it’s YOU who had been someone I admired for long time.

If it’s not YOU. I won’t be like this.
I won’t be hurt

BUT, I’m strong.
I’ll give up on YOU.
Thanks for giving me a chance to know who you are actually.
Happy for you πŸ™‚

Ingin hitam itu kembali

Duduk dalam sisi kanan
Dituntun cahaya jalanan
Satu per satu hitam itu mendekat
Hitam kali ini tak sendiri,
dia datang bersama tetesan hujan dan bising sekitar
Bukan lagi hitam yang damai,
dimana tawa menggantikan bising,
dimana senyuman menggantikan lelah
Hitam itu kini telah berubah
hitam kini hanyalah hitam,
hitam yang penuh dengan keluhan,
hitam yang penuh dengan kesibukan dan rencana esok